There are no words to explain of the feeling or emotions you went through a year ago in your life.
I'm contented and satisfied now though that I'm able to talk or type it without getting frustrated, angry, upset or sad.
I feel rather indifferent or numb of the situation now.
Regardless, it's been over and done with and I'm now here in the position where I'm at and not there anymore.
SINGLE.
I did lose a few friends too during that "cool off" or "break up".
But, you know what it's bound to happen.
Just like what my friends would say they are not your friends first but the person you were together with.
But, that's OK, life is like that...a series of people entering and leaving your life.
You really have no control over that.
You only have control of yourself.
So, I'm really thankful for the people who stayed in my life despite of all the turmoil I've gone through and who still believed in me when the times I didn't believed in myself.
For the people that didn't leave my side and understood that I wasn't who I am during the times I was going through emotional stress of something personal.
I'm really thankful.
For the people who stayed with me during the times when I kept crying LOL.
Thank you.
Without you guys I wouldn't be me again and a better (I hope so) version of me.
In any way possible, I couldn't thank you guys enough.
Look at what you guys push me through!
I'm all smiles.
