It's weird how a year is about to end and another year is about to start again.
I mean so many things had happened on the course of 2013 and 2014 was major too...
The emotions you used to have or the feelings you felt before felt nothing now.
I'm not saying you're over the hurt or the pain, but I mean it's there but it's not as bad as it was as the first day it happened.
I mean now I'm just chillin' in my room contented and alive.
Last year I didn't even have any motivation to finish the year because I felt helpless when actually I'm not.
I'm more powerful than ever with everything that had happened to me.
I don't wish or regret everything that happened. I did the best I could and the fact that it wasn't enough did not bother me anymore.
And the mistakes I made in the past cannot be change anyway.
There is no point of blaming myself or the past or dwelling on what I could have done to change it because it was finished.
I just hope for a better tomorrow and one more step closer to success.
If I'm not lucky in the aspects of the heart I just pray to God I am when it comes to my family, my career and my health.
I think this is the best present I can give myself.
I will not hand my heart again and be left empty handed.
I'm just going to wait for the person that deserves me who will come into my life and will show me what love really means.
I mean I'm still learning a lot of things about life...I hope that I don't wait too long.
Sometimes waiting makes you impatient.
I'm already 24 and I have had my ups and downs when it comes to love...although I always tell myself I'm still a beginner I don't think I am.
You know what will see though I've still got a long way to go in life and I refuse to die just because of a broken heart.
I think I'm ready. I'm over it.
