4.1.15

Day 352 of 365: (A late entry for Dec.19.2013)

I wanted to buy this issue of Drake on Vibe but I never see it in the stores during 2013.
Must have a been good read since I'm always going to be a big fan of him.
I can't remember what I did during this day other than I think I'm prepping for the weekend because it will be my first time shredding during the winter season.
I also remembered 21 is coming but it doesn't mean anything anymore because I just broken up with a person whom I thought love me or I love or both ways it's hard to say.
So, I just tried my best to look forward to it even though it was still difficult to process in my head.
I think I remember creeping everything from facebook to instagram to whatever social networking thing is available looking for a sign that it's not over, but it is.
I mean c'mon who am I lying to if it wasn't right. 

Anyways, I just told myself I can't forever be sulking because that's not the way to living and living means living for myself not for somebody else. 
So I fought it every night.
I mean it's terrible to feel lonely, but often times you wonder if you actually love a person out of love or just out of loneliness to be alone...

Sighs.
Shrugs.