8.1.15

Day 354 of 365: (A late entry for Dec.21.2013)

I love winter. Winter solstice just begun and we finally decided to snowboard before 2013 ends kicking off a winter hobby that I hope to last. :)

A photo of me missing snowboarding at the moment. I don't have a snowboard and a pair of snowboard boots at that time but I do have the winter clothing ready. 

Amazing afternoon to board. 

The three little mice.

The three little mice. 


"Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder why they would have or what they could have had."
#december21 #winter #solstice #snowboarding #carry #ko #yan #tiwala #lang #faith #yeg #deep #thinker #snow #lamig 
From my ig post.

Ate Len's first time snowboarding. Not bad Ate!


Yup. Standstill and not moving and not falling. 










A few photos of me during my practice runs.

This is Lara snowboarding. hehe.

Jane, me, Ate Jeremmie and Kuya Paolo.







Tired but happy.


This is Jane. 



Quite a few of the group photos we took.







Can't wait to board already. 
Seriously.

I had a great time that night and it was just plain fun. It made me forget a lot of things that happened to me during the past month and I know 21 is supposed to be special for me but I had to change my mindset after being dumped. So, I try to ward off any negative vibe that I have inside of me. 
I was thinking that I shouldn't wait for you anymore because you decided that decision and both of us should be able to live with it.
I remember after the snowboarding session we went to Ate Allah's house after and had a mini Christmas dinner I couldn't help but check your statuses and I read two statuses that almost set my mind into different parallels.
One was you saying that it could have been our 18 months and that so many chances were wasted. 
Truth be told for a moment there I almost believe you. 
You almost had me believing you still wanted me, but in the end you didn't.
Second I never wasted my chances with you I always try to make it up but the truth is you didn't. 
You are the one who wasted your chances, not me.
You were given a lot but pride took over and in the end it won.
That's the victorious part of what happened and after that night I knew that it's over.
I told myself countless times so I do believed it.
You just fooled me into thinking I could have believed myself into something real, but it wasn't.
I slept that night very tired even though I was supposed to go to a friend's birthday after but I couldn't because I was so exhausted...
I never knew that after that life would turn 180 again...