I told myself I have to continue typing/writing every thought down in order to reflect and make me a better person than I am yesterday.
I knew that at one point I'm going to reach this, but I didn't know that just like a book a chapter has to end and this was the ending of that chapter of my life.
This is the very last photo I shared with a friend a special person in my life that I had once.
I thought that if at some point in time it didn't work out... I thought it could work as us being friends just the way we started... but I guess there are things in life that are far more valuable and sometimes God has a bigger plan for us than what we could have imagined.
I didn't know back then that this would be the last photo I'd get to have, but I was just ecstatic that at least we could have been friends...before once again I came up short and was disappointed for expecting that either.
I remember I didn't know what this Filipino Food until now is... but anyways, I decided that we will have small hang out during that evening.
Yes, it feels weird because as the saying goes... "fool me once, shame on me... fool me twice shame on you."
You just never know when you have to be on the offensive or sometimes the defensive when it comes to a broken heart.
But man, you just never know... you just don't until the very last breath of that heart finally died.
It will die eventually trust me... you'll wake up and then you'll realize you were the only one left clinging thinking you've got that ray of hope that maybe sometime, at some point of time that things can go back to when they weren't that complicated... but no... things do not work out that way and you just have to pick yourself up and move forward with your own life...ALONE.
I don't want to leave this entry bitter or angry or sad or upset or back to being depressed again.
I wanted to leave it with the fact that even during the last remaining days I got to hang out with someone whom I thought was special still had that smile that I adored...
Now next entry.
