During the last couple of weeks and days I found myself thinking of someone I used to know.
To be honest, I'm trying my best to help myself forget all the hurt that I've felt back in 2013.
It is really confusing at times when sometimes you get reminded or you sometimes still have this gleam of "WHY".
I wanted to ask not myself, but that person...why?
Why do you do this things when you were the one to let go first.
I may never know.
I must admit though...we have people in our past that we still do and I know we shouldn't but we do miss.
I am guilty of that.
But, we have to go back to reality and not live in a dream world that we created if things are perfect.
Unless we really want to be with someone or we want to tell that person we miss them... it isn't reality.
I really don't like living in a dream world, because every day we are crushed by reality telling us to wake up and grow the fuck up.
If something is meant to last it would still be around.
I still stand on that until now.
I know I still got a long journey to go until I can finally say I've reached the pinnacle of successful and happiness.
I mean what's happiness without sadness and what's a heart without it breaking.
There are a lot of mystery in this world and sometimes there are just some things you have to leave as is.
Sighs.
Before I go all emo on my blog again I'm ending this entry.
