So, now that I've been home for awhile I decided to burn another CD or playlist to listen to in my car and for this CD I'm actually tackling R&B.
I'm trying to fall asleep in the meantime I'm trying to listen to 90s R&B just to reminisce.
I hope this goes well.
I have no insight to tell or story on this day of January.
Oh, here is one...
How does it feel to be single again?
To be honest. It's a mixture of emotions.
Good.
Sometimes bad because it gets lonely and then you remember things when you used to be in a relationship.
But then you gotta accept the fact that you are SINGLE.
LOL.
Pathetic sometimes how it sounds... it's good to fall in love, but it's like a double edged sword.
You have to have the right balance or that thing can screw you over, bend you backwards and change you into someone you are not anymore before.
I can't warn anybody that wants to fall in love or is almost there... I mean just grab it and take it.
I'd still risk it, but sometimes my mind always rule my heart because it's so scared to get screwed over.
The walls my heart built sometimes is rather unbelievable.
It just doesn't let anyone in that easy anymore.
A simple gesture that means nothing sometimes gets mistaken for something and then I can't help but remember the pains of the past.
Hang on, let me retrace before I ended up sleeping upset tonight.
I think I'll stop here.
