Dull moments in life are very important.
I find it special.
At times when you feel out of your mind and out of your zone about being or feeling like something or a part of you is missing... sometimes all you can do is wait.
I remember countless times in my room thinking: "Wow, if only I could, I should, I would."
But, you are stuck in a situation where you can't do anything but wait.
And sometimes waiting has a reward, other times waiting means giving up because it's the inevitable.
Digging inside the thoughts of myself in the past seems difficult.
My brain sometimes doesn't want to remember, but I have to at this moment.
One thing I have to tell my present self right now is: "I'm glad you didn't give up when you should have."
One thing I have to tell myself right now is: "Look how far you've gone."
One thing I want to give myself is a pat on the back and say: "Keep going."
If life is full of mysteries, DO NOT be afraid.
Keep going.... You'll never know who you'll meet in the next chapter or your book or who's waiting for you on the other side of the bend of your journey.
For those that you have to leave intentionally or unintentionally in circumstances that there are answers or not... tell yourself that it's OK.
It's part of learning and growing.
It's part of shaping your soul to be the best version of yourself.
Keep looking forward, keep pushing, keep the positive vibes even when you are struggling.
You'll never know how brave you are until the only thing left for you is be brave.
KEEP IT UP.
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