30.9.15

Day 28 of 365: (A late entry for January.28.2014)

There are so many things I want to do in life I'll be honest.
I just want to do it because I find that when your time is being wasted you won't be able to get it back anymore...
Life is short regretting things that happened in the past.
The past already passed anyways.
I admire people who don't let things or situations changed their view about somebody.
 I really dislike it when people suddenly turn on you like you were someone that they never know.
I just can't seem to fathom the thought over someone you used to be close with and now both you and that person are complete strangers.
See, the difference between some people is they blame other people too much.
They blamed them for feeling this way or why their actions had been like this or that.
I'm not saying that I'm not like those people... I do have times when I want to blame others for how I felt at that moment, or why was my reaction like that or they are to blame for making me feel like this now.
But, I always try to convince myself that there is a reason behind it and that sometimes we really are just idiots for falling for a trap.

Sometimes there are things in life that gets the best out of us and we forget that our emotions rule us too much.
One of the goals in life is to always keep your emotions under control.
Keep everything under control.
I remember when I used to be 21 and I thought I can be superhuman...but I'm not.
Dead wrong.
Nowadays,  I always think about my happiness.
What will benefit me.
What will make me happy.
What will make me proud of myself in the long run.
Is it love?
Is it friends?
Is it my career?
Is it my family?
Is it my earnings?
To be honest it's simple...It's having to wake up in the morning know you are contented and satisfied wherever you may be at this point of time.

That's my aim now.
It's 2014.
It's 2015.
It will be 2016.
I will not make myself go through a chaotic year again.