Come to think of it, I haven't really thought about the stagnant few days during this month.
I may have been busy working and just trying to recover and recuperate all that happened during the last two months.
Yes, I may have been a little bit depressive but none the least I was looking forward in starting a new chapter of my life.
I was looking forward to a new beginning.
We sold our house and in just a few months later I will be moving to a brand new place.
I lost my dog and I have no idea how you can get your heart broken three times within the last 3 months...
The person that I was yesterday was long gone and a new emerge from the good, bad and especially painful experiences I have had.
Sometimes turned me into a cold, heartless and mean individual.
Sometimes left me sensitive and hating the world.
Other times had me thinking how others are blessed but I'm not.
It took me about 7-8 months to finally be able to get rid of the nonsense that I had become.
To be honest until I'm still working on how I'm going to improve myself.
I'm praying of being the person that I am to be able to let go of the past failures I have put upon me.
From failures you learn.
From failures you learn to become a better version of yourself.
From failures you grow.
You grow because you learned that life is not meant to be perfect, but meant to be.
I am forever grateful to those that taught me, left me, stayed with me and continues to support me fight my insecurities and remember that there is a good in me.
