A year later and this was the start of fortune cookie telling things in my life that actually have meaning to it.
To be honest I`m actually surprised how accurate they are.
The people who stayed with me through the times I Bawled my eyes out from hurting over missing my grandma and having a broken heart I can`t thank you guys enough for listening to my sob stories, angry temper, confused moments with lots of questions to ask and never getting any answer to finally deciding I`m going to let go because it`s not fair for me to hold on to someone who let me go before it was over.
I guess, once in awhile we all need a reality check, a reality knock, or a reality kick that sometimes even fairy tales have endings.
And my chapter of fairy tale already ended.
I`m single again.
And now looking back after a year I`m not saying this out of bitterness or hate that I`m single again, but agreeing to God`s plan that everything will work out even though it`s not how you want to be.
The people who stayed with me deserve a lot of my being.
Without them how will I pick myself back up and rise to the trials that stepped on me.
Yes I may lose ONE person, but I still got TEN more people that cares about me even though I`m the way I am.
And that`s good enough.
You can only do so much to people that at the end of the day some people will still leave, but that`s OK.
I believe and I`m excited to meet more people... one loss is nothing...
For someone to tell me they can`t be friends with me then there is nothing much I can do but wish them the best in life.
If that decision will be for the best in their life and I`m not a part of it then I`m cool with that.
There are other people in my life who would still want me in theirs and I`m not even complaining.
My destiny especially my future is not tied to anyone who decided to cut me off.
Their life is not my life.
And I told myself I`m ready for the next chapter of my book.
:)
