A little bit late again because I got tied up with personal matters in my life that I shouldn't worry about.
Although I shouldn't be affected by it... something came back to haunt me from my past.
Perhaps, its the fact that there are just some thoughts that linger when you don't have any answers to the questions you seek.
I know it's been a year since it happened but sometimes it felt like yesterday.
Although I've come a long way from last year there are a few things that shook me.
Thought I'd start it off with the entrance to Drake's concert as he sings/raps to Tuscan leather.
Here Drake performs his 2nd song from the album furthest thing
And the continuation of Wu tang forever.
I thought simply I'd talk about how my hurt transformed into an angry person and as that came to light I manage to change another perception of a few people that knew me to "they used to know me."
I admit that I still have room for improvement every single damn day, but to always scream victim of being hurt is not something that I let myself consumed in.
It just happened and I did something terrible.
I talked ill of somebody and got a reaction to another person whom I didn't really expect.
But, I mean it's not like these people truly cared about what I had to say. I was long gone cut off since you had cut me off your life anyways.
It's not like it made a big difference in my life other than another lesson learned.
So, I sulked in for another day and realize how much I needed help to get back on my feet and fix my life more.
I just wished for it to happen positively and no more of the feelings I had from yesterday.
