I just wanted to open this up that tomorrow is Dec.24,2014 and I'm blogging the last 15 days of the last year of 2013 trying to comprehend everything that occurred as to the best of my ability to remember.
It didn't hit me but there was a saying that at least make the last month of the year count as to when you close 2013.
I don't know, I was such a downer of a soul that year that I didn't even want to participate in anything and I just wanted to cave in.
Thanks to this fellow who kept me company during the times I was down she truly was man's best-friend.
Man, Gabby I miss you more than ever I can't believe it's been a year almost since my Mom decided we should give you up without even asking for our sides and just blindly taking you back to the humane society.
I was worried sick about you and I cried almost every night thinking how were you doing there.
I just wanted to let you know I did try to visit you but they wouldn't let me see you...I traveled all the way down to the west side of the city and just like my grandma I missed you guys so much.
I knew I have a weak heart but man I couldn't help but find the strength to be strong as to everything that has happened.
Man, if only I can talk to you again Gab just like I talked to my grandma I would tell you how much I appreciated you listening to me and seeing my cry or bawl my eyes out and you probably are wondering how pathetic and stupid I was making fool of myself but seriously though Gabby I miss you hard.
I just wanted to let you know I decided to stick around and not give up and 2014 is coming to an end so angel keep your eye on me and I hope one day I may find happiness again.
