12.12.14

Day 337 of 365: (A late entry for Dec.4.2013)

Woops been gone for awhile and supposed to catch up and finally end 2013 already and close this chapter of my life that has been on hold ever since I got my heart broken, but sometimes the world gets to me and my life outside this blog takes over.

Anyways, here are the other videos from Drake's concert in the meantime.
Drake performs to pound cake/ The motion

Drake performs From time with Jhene Aiko

Drake and my last video before my phone died. :( LOL.

I have pretty much found a balance again to stand despite of what happened to me in the past. I sometimes find different ways to cope, but ignoring it is probably the best thing.
Sometimes you just don't want to think about some things in your past anymore and when it hits you it's not like before where it feels like a tidal wave ready to swept you off the world.
There is less pain now if I try not to invest myself in thinking of the things that I missed or the person that I missed or the relationship I have had with some people in the past.
All of these were just part of history of my life now and it's over.
When you think about it...it seems like these things happened ages ago.
I don't understand sometimes how fast the days turn and before you know it once again I'm going to close another chapter of my life.
As I type this right now... I am lying on my bed and just relaxing and listening to backstreet boys having a boyband night... but NO... I'm not that EMO by the way!

Alright need more space to talk too somehow. :)