26.2.15

Day 363 of 365: (A late entry for Dec.30.2013)

I'm quite amused by A$AP's style. 


Anyways, as you can see I probably miss one day of  2013 and God knows which day I forgot, but it's been two years ago I wouldn't remember a damn thing.
Lately, I've been feeling more alone than ever. 
Maybe it's the absence of  connection to making the heart alive again or the fact that I am just bored out of my life during this month. 
Ever felt stuck.
I do.
For the last 6 months or so I feel that.
I feel like I'm going through this phase where I'm just impatient, annoyed, irritated of my self trying to figure out who I am and what I am and where do I go and what more can I do to make myself a better person. 
I've lost a lot during the last two years and then I realize not everybody is down for the staying or down for the count.
Sometimes, you can only rely on yourself and who I am 4-5 years ago is so different now as to who I am now.
I just realize. 
I can't say anything anymore...